i smoke and i shouldn't. i have free floating anxiety about any and everything. i am in love and find this unbelievable. i like contentment more than i thought i would. i am afraid of our government turning into a corporate fascist state but feel powerless to do much about it. i firmly believe that with the republican party being hijacked by corporations wed to the religious right that our great republic is close to being obliterated. i am mostly self-consumed with a myriad of little things going on in my head and easilly obsessed with them. i enjoy my job and feel quite blessed. i think it is important to count ones blessings daily even though that might sound hoaky. There is just too much bad shit in the world to forget to thank the universe that at least my belly is full when i want it to be, i have good friends, love, a roof over my head, and the prettiest pets ever the world has seen :) The older i get (and i'm not that old yet) the more i appreciate and love living.
